ppl...i'm sad again=(
i still cannot act as if nth has happened and i cant recover so fast as i appear to be...
i dun wish to be a loser in the relationship but i failed...i think i still miss him...tho he is so bad and cruel...i still miss him...=(
i saw his msn nick...he said sorry to his new gf and put the date they stead...010207...it hurts so much in me...i noe i shld just rmb the beautiful memories and let the pain go...but it is becoz of all the beautiful memories tt make me feel sad...i noe i'll be fine a few more days but now i just wanna write my feelings...i'm silly i noe...but i couldn't help it...haiz...
only for today i feel extremely down....i hate him=( and we can never be frens anymore...i guess...

hope i'll feel better after sharing...=/
is kinda irritating to feel sad once in a while over the same thing...i hate this feeling but mayb tts the torturous part of a separation...i cant forget everything coz they had happened...i...haiz...
take care ppl ...